The Start Of Something New

  So I'm sitting here and it's 8:21 pm. I'm debating on if I should go to sleep at 9 when my child does or if I want to stay awake until like 1 or 2 and just wake up at like 5 or 5:30 to get ready for work. My mom and my child are taking me to work tomorrow. My mom has some stuff she has to take care of so she's going to take her car. My car currently doesn't work right now until I get it fixed. My transmission solenoids are bad. So those, the filter, fluids and all that need replaced and the only place I can take it to get it fixed is an hour away. So I have to call that guy sometime soon. I have about two and a half weeks left in the house I am currently in on the property I am currently on. I am about to be separated from my child for at least a month or probably more. Considering there aren't any honestly good jobs I can do in the area we are going to be moving to. I should honestly probably start from the beginning but I'm having a really hard time wrap...

 Hello once again internet. I feel like once again it is time to try my hand at online blogging. Clearly as seen by my previous efforts no one actually has seen or read these that I have done in the past. Still I feel like I will be as discreet as possible considering how my profile is on here and I cannot change it to have more anonymity.  It's currently 1:22 am and I have to be up at 5 to get ready for work. No later than 5:30 which I may end up doing. I just can't sleep honestly. I have a lot to think about currently and things are kind of in a whirlwind in my life. I kinda wanted to journal but didn't want to search for my actual journal and start writing. So I decided to visit ol blogger. Or blogspot as I originally knew it. I have posts on here from 15 years ago. My goodness. I have a blog I started at 18. I am currently 33, engaged, and have a 9 year old child. My my how things change. I also did reach my weight loss goal and even surpassed it. I got down to 135 poun...